Night walk

2 July 2005

haha finally i am really senior sia...lead a group of astro member walking around sp at night (4am) frontline somemore...tio lot of spider web and errie feeling. haha so funny seeing the junior face like so frighten sia...then walk until a part is a white human figure thingy...but also not sure is ghost or cleaner...most likely cleaner ba...but so hardworking ar..4 am only leh..must be sp too many litter bug liao..then need to run away from security guard somemore...more errie part should be the long dark path where i am the first person and only person to clear way from the junior...quite scary sia...but why leh? cos the path is narrow..and there is many room beside...never know when one door will sudden open and scary thing come out...at first i was in the 'chey' attitude...thinking normal day i also no sabotage ppl until very cham..or do lot of bad thing...ghost find me for wat? hear crappy joke from me leh? but later on around mid way sia...i started feel a bit helpless and unsecure sia...then got one part got cold piercing wind toward my right side of the face sia..then turn toward there...heng see nothing sia...but still have to walk sia...the path like never ending sia...no much light from another end also...i start my chanting liao loh...na mo ho ni to fo.. then make bigger step. finally reach another end...hehe immediately i have an evil idea, time to scare the junior. so i hide a side then sudden walk out...hehe some really tio shock a bit sia...so funny..

life time experience sia... normally is senior lead me to night walk then on the way they will set some trap or try to scare us...so everything i see i will have the mindset..must be the bo liao senior put one de lah...but this time...is a pure night walk nothing is planned, so when we see weird stuff...it will be real and not fake one..so quite interesting. okay advise for me...maybe next time don't say too much abt ghost...sudden got pressure sia...heartbeat fast also...is my mind or something else?

My 18th Birthday! Before and After.

28th of June

I fell sick...due to lack of sleep while rush my assignment, but at least the effort is paid off.
End up have to cancel my plan to meet wwx, qq and lwj to buy wine illegally one last time..but after see doctor with qq then end up meet lwj then go tanglin chat with teacher and do some stupid thing...sometime wonder why i so bo liao...nothing to do end up challenge myself go to chat with a group of young girl even though i also not sure what am i doing...end up make a fool of myself in front of the junior...next time do thing need to be more sensible sia..daring itself is not enough.

29th of June

finally, this day comes, i waited it quite a long time, got some disappointment and surprise.
meizhen didn't sms happy bday on 12am but din did...surprisingly and after 30 min joleen did also...so happy...altot that time i still in the dreamland. astro club member also wanted to help me to celebrate but i reject the offer, end up no celebration but got people wish me happy bday.
din, derek and iskandar...all remember my bday, happy sia. then of course slack does also...then they help me celebrate, starting buns as bday cake then end up got real bday cake too, and bday present of the nike pant and slipper... then reach home liao also got family bday cake... haha quite funny to see my parent sing bday song to me...let me feel that i like still young sia.
hope my wish come true also...still got sms from yiling, alina, edmund, shaolu, meizhen,and email from benice, joey, tengjie...i shall remember u all.

30th of June

quite funny, also altot my bday pass liao, but my classmate and some friend also got wish me bday, i also dun know should laugh or angry, cos some like forgot when my bday...but all are sincere wish...i shall forgive them. hmm...bday present still as little as last time..why ar...dun understand...maybe some ppl i really shld not treat them better than other...fair treatment? communist attitude?

conclusion..quite a special bday celebration...not super happy also don't know...maybe too high expectation or still feeling sick? hope my 21 bday will be a grand one. hehe finally can test for car license, pub, drink, m18 movie? hmm...like no diff also..